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A new start

A new beginning

As well as a new ending

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so how many of you think im hurting you? how many think im MJ? i have explained countless times im not him, yet you still see it in your minds. still attack me. that is not correct. i have explained myself countless times yet if one person says something negative about me you believe it. never come to the source. you really think the real MJ would be proud of the way you guys attack innocent people. he was slandered. hurt because of lies. would you want another soul to go through that? hmmm? or wait are you biased because its him?

Untitled pt2

Good morning. I have been reading all of the comments on the blog and I’m sorry I haven’t replied. Well like I told you the rachel commenting was not the rachel everyone had a problem with. That rachel is trying to avoid the problems… now we all can move on… how have everyone been? Comment…

First blog via my phone

This is a test to see if it goes through. I added a app to my phone to see if I can write on the go. Well its 3:18am here and I can’t sleep. Well its no big deal I will most likely crash at about four. One thing that is bugging me is the fact that someone is using my blog besides me. That is false. I promise that. So alexis please do not come at me with these lies. Also I do not lie about things. I am straight forward. If I got a problem I let that person know. The internet is a wonderful place. Full of mystery. Well anywho this is a test… my new film/youtube project starts tomorrow. Writing scripts and everything. I’m debating if I should be in it. My idea is to just hide myself.. sounds fun haha. Well I must go off now.. I love you all

i have been thinking

first hope everyone has a wonderful weekend. if anyone is curious i am enjoying mine lots of smiles and laughter.

i have been thinking about a lot also. i have been thinking about the future. i’m kind of worried for the future. there is a big picture around us. even if some don’t see it we are heading there. i just wish that people could forget negativity. some people have it embedded in their head. the more negativity we are putting into the world. the more time we are not showing the love that we all need. we all must bring people together. i say that so much it seems like a broken record haha. but i believe time will run out. i care for everyone. though i do not know you personally or know you well or even dont even know you at all. i still care. i want to be there for everyone. i’m sorry that i am seen as a monster or a “victim” sometimes. i do not want that. i want to been seen a mutual level. i want to share love. the very love in my heart i want everyone else to feel.

some people may..

not agree with the things i post here. i do not mean any harm. what i am trying to do is hopefully get people aware of their surroundings. i do not mean for people to get insulted or hurt. my words are not supposed to be a weapon of “evil”, but a possible change. i have been posting videos lately i get positive and negative remarks. i accept all criticism. what i do not accept is insults. i do not like some of the insults i get based on this blog. i am doing it out of love. a question i get asked a lot is: ” What is love?” i always give different answers because i feel like it can’t truly be justified by words but by actions. there are so many great people who lived for spreading love. through music. through art. through dance. also just through helping others. there are many ways to express it. yet as each day passes i see the love people once shared is starting to fade. with all the troubles going on in the world. i see the faces that were once always smiling turn to constant frowns. we all need to just be happy. sure things happen. “what is life without a little chaos” we all heard that before. i’m sure of it. with this chaos around us i feel like it may be a test. well before i blab until tomorrow i will close this. try to always smile. try to always look on the bright side of life. try to just be happy. with each smile we make the world brighter.

i love you …

p.s. enjoy this song it always was one of my favorites